breathless

Yesterday I dreamed of my good friend again...
In the dream, we are still very good in our friendship...
went to have lunch after school...
thinking which places that we can hang around for long time....
skipping class for no reasons...
seeing her smile everytime....

But... once I woke up, It seems to be so unreal...
It's not in reality...
It's only a dream...
A dream that will not come true again....

I go back to bed after this...
When I woke up the second time,
I can't breath properly...
don't know what is happening to me...
I just can't breath well...
can't breath like normal...

I am alone in my house...
facing the air...
facing the dream alone...
there is no one around me...
I feel very lonely...
Hoping my family members coming back soon...in the evening...
I scared to be alone sometimes...
what a lonely day.....

breathless.................................