Miss Independent !!

There are lots of things which badly influenced my mood this few days...
Where is Tan Khai Ning that I used to be last time???
I just can't find her back...
I'm suffering... and I need some time to be alone...
Just leave me alone will do...
Thanks for my housemates and my dear Pris who shared my unhappiness with me...
I just have to get some rest before I continue with my work...
May be I should take it easily... I should not think too much...
"太在乎别人了往往会伤害自己"I found this from Julz's blog...
It's true...
After all, I WANNA BE A MISS INDEPENDENT !!!
I know I can do it !!!
Tan Khai Ning will be back soon...
Just wait for her...

现实

现实总是残酷的。。。

It's really hard to meet TRUE FRIENDS

True friends

Will always be there with you when you need them...

Won't run away if you've got nothing anymore...

Wipe away your tears with a lovely smile...

Serve as a mirror when you have lost yourself...

Even cried with you when you're feeling down...

Create unforgettable memories that they purposely done...

Hold your hands tight before you drop...

Giving you a warm hug shows you that at least they are with you...

Share your smiles and tears throughout the years...

Never feel tired of your innocent...

See you in heart but not on your face...

Try hard to console you even they don't know what else can do...

So, appreciate every friends who are with you now...

Someday, you'll know how important are they to you...

Appreciate them before you lost their love and care...

It's just a PAST for you???

You'll never know how upset am I after you left me...
You suddenly called me out for some matter...
I was really scared to see you... I'm seriously scared of your expression, your voice, even your face...
I'm scared that you'll say something that really hurts me again...
We are really good friends since secondary school...
Even a few people asked me whether you are in love with me or why I care so much about you...
I admit that I really care too much about you... Sometimes, I think that I've think too much coz of you...
Others won't know how good we used to be except us... But now, you seems don't care about our friendship anymore...
You asked me to let it go... past just let it past... ask me not to upset, must be strong enough...
I know that I have to... But it's pretty not easy...
May be I'm not a good friend... I seldom contact you yet didn't know what's happening to you throughout this few years...
I was not there with you when you're sad... and didn't share your happiness with you...
May be you have had a really good friend beside you, who can go through everything together with you when I'm not there with you...
Sometimes, I'm just jealous of your friendship with her...
By the way, I still believe that you call me out is for a good reason, although I know that you wont be friends with me anymore...
But, please....don't disappoint me... I'll feel desperate after all...
Will it be our last meet???

When You're Gone

I always needed time on my own,
I never thought I'd, need you there when I cry...
And the days feel like years when I'm alone,
And the bed where you lied, Is made up on your side...

When you walk away,
I count the steps that you take,
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone,
The pieces of my heart are missing you...
When you're gone,
The face I came to know is missing too...
When you're gone,
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day...
And make it OK...
I miss you.....!!

I've never felt this way before,
Everything that I do,
Reminds me of you...
And the clothes you left,
They lie on the floor,
And they smell just like you,
I love the things that you do!

When you walk away,
I count the steps that you take,
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone,
The pieces of my heart are missing you...!
When you're gone,
The face I came to know is missing too...!
And when you're gone,
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day...
And make it OK...
I miss you.....!!

We were made for each other,
Out here forever,
I know we were, Yeah Yeah!
All I ever wanted was for you to know,
Everything I do I give my heart and soul,
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me... Yeah!

When you're gone,
The pieces of my heart are missing you!
When you're gone,
The face I came to know is missing too!
When you're gone,
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day...
And make it OK...

I miss you.....