A lonely night

It's a lonely night...
I wish to see a falling star infront of my eyes, but I couldn't see it at all...
I wish there was an angel who tell me that she can accompany me for the whole night, but I still couldn't find anyone of the angels through out the night...
Seem helpless...
Once I close my eyes, I dream of everything that I wish not to happen in my real life...
At this moment,
I miss my home a lot... I miss my family and my sisters....
I miss those time when I can't sleep, there is someone who accompany me...
In Uni life,
I miss that time when I was crying, and there is someone who immediately put away the work, and accompany me for a night walk...to console me...
It's memorable...but
I do not hope it will happen again, let the memories remain at the same place...and I will just walk away from there...
In this midnight, I think a lot... Suddenly every problem that I'm facing now just pop-out from my mind...good and bad
Where I can't control myself anymore and I cry in this silence of the midnight... I cry as much as I can...seems crying out all the problems and sweep them away by my fingers...
In our life, we just can't choose a path as what we like... even It's difficult to choose between two paths... Once you stepped wrongly, there is no way for you to return and start it all over again...there is no way...no choice...

It's almost 4 morning...
and it's cold outside...
I just can't sleep, just simply don't know why...
Is there anyone else besides me?